Tuesday, March 3, 2015

Candidate

So I've been wanting to write this for a long time. So one of my interviews....actually, all my interviews, there were two questions I asked them for sure. Mostly for my own knowledge. They might think it's generic, but it's crucial to me. Answers to this question overlapped a lot and most of them basically sounded more or less the same. So my question to them - what do you look for in a candidate? Or I also phrased it as - who do you think is a good fit for your program?

All of my interviews answered the question except for one. He actually asked me back the question. It was the upstate NY one. I remember because they paid for my dinner the night before and let me stay at this beautiful bed and breakfast. So he said, I get asked this question a lot. And I actually want to ask you the same question back. If you were in my position and you were interviewing a candidate, what would you look for? And (this was a follow up question later), how do you judge all this in a 15-20 minute interview?

So here goes my write-up on skills you need to have to be a good internist:

1. People-person: you really need to love talking to people and be able to work with anyone. At the end of the day, you depend on nurses, phelobotomists, other physicians and staff of the hospital to treat your patient. I think of the hospital as a community. You have to work together and if you're the odd one out, you're going to slow everyone down. I guess the concept of gears comes in....to get the car running, everything has to align. You don't have to be perfect but you have to be willing to move the gears along to get where you want to.

2. Hardworking: now, smarts matter. But only to a certain extent. You can have the best grades and be a terrible doctor....that's an extreme. People exist on different parts of scale of human craziness. So you need that fine balance of intelligence and hardworking nature. Because smart people tend to get lazy because they think they "know" it. But a hardworking person will go extra lengths to make sure they're right and keeping things in order. Yes, those two statement were generalizations but they have held true to most students/doctors I've met so far.

3. Love patient-care: they say this in those books for intro-to-clinicals and we've probably heard it one time or another on the floors. You have to be an advocate for your patients. There are the crazies but most patients are miserable to come to hospital and there's too many people they deal with when they're in the hospital. As a resident, it's your job to pull everything together and comfort the patient. Educate the patient and make sure they're in the loop. After all, you are poking through their veins and radiating their body as needed.

4. Motivated: THIS is needed 100%. I mean motivation in many ways. Eager to learn from patients, and to go out of your way to get shit done. I think this is also a unique quality. Not all medical students have this, which sucks for them. And the idea of loving medicine falls under this too.

5. Well-rounded: a doctor just doesn't deal with medicine. You need to talk to people, keep up with the world news, have a hobby or two, pursue other interests, have a family and friends, have an outlet when shit hits the fan and must be sorta, kinda interesting.

6. Be a educator: apparently it's our oath to teach and pass on the medical knowledge. I think some of the best doctors are excellent teachers. This explains why they know so much too because they reiterate a lot of the crucial info and eventually become experts. They don't stop learning and respect the future generations. So be a good teacher.

7. Respect everyone: So this was my motto for clinicals. It's amazing and should be followed by everyone. A lot of students were amazed at how easily I could talk to attendings. A lot of times I was the "middle person" between the other students and the attending to ask if we can go for lunch/leave/ask a question because they thought I was good at talking to them. Honestly, all I do is treat everyone equally. Whether that's a nurse, a senior attending physician, resident or a janitor. I say hi, I question them if it doesn't make sense and learn as I go. If you learn to respect everyone, their space and their contributions, you get a lot out of your time in the hospital. Everyone has their troubles, issues, families, and other shit going on in their lives. If you put that in perspective, talking to anyone, including that famous attending or a surgery chairman very easy. And they respect you back.

Lastly, these are things I haven't mentioned in the interview but to wrap it up - don't suck up to people. They know. They can read it and there's no point to it. You're not there to be anyone's bitch. Never lie. To anyone, including yourself. Be nice, courteous, honest, and humble. Get your shit done, help people who need it (most interns/residents are hardworking and will appreciate it), learn everything and anything around you and leave on time as much as you can. Pat yourself on the back and be amazed at all the cool stuff you've seen that day, come back the next day and repeat. That was my recipe for rotations. I'll definitely continue all this during residency.

I'm writing all this because....well...I thought of writing this on my drive. Also the man who interviewed me said that I pretty much figured out everything that has to do with that question. I probably added more stuff during the interview, but these above ones are huge.

Sunday, July 7, 2013

Road to the first step

I'm studying for the USMLE Step 1! It's actually pretty exciting. I really should have posted more as I went along.....mnemonics and all.

I just wanted to say that my brain has never been so overworked and exhausted. But it's kinda amazing HOW MUCH I go through in my brain to come up with a differential or a possible answer to questions. This must mean I've learned a lot through this summer prepping for the step....and hopefully from the 2 years of medical school.

Right now, I'm doing a lot of questions and learning from them. My studying is very unorthodox and completely different from what I've done in the past. And it's actually working. I'm seeing my scores improving....slowly though. But it's been very difficult letting of my regular methods of studying.

At this point I've finished my major review and I'm fine-tuning the material I'm weak on...I feel like it's the best use of my time, 2 weeks to the test. I want to make sure test day is another day of hard core studying instead of a sudden brain drainer. So for the next few days, I'm gonna build my endurance on doing sections just like I would on the real test. Hopefully this works because my biggest fear right now getting exhausted and not being able to answer questions in the later sections because I'm tired.

I'm also planning to use some caffeine during the test to give me a boost. I'm gonna experiment with that too as I practice. I hope this really works...I really wanna reach my goal for once. I don't want my score to stop me for once. I've always been a bad test taker but over the past 2 semesters (especially 5th term), I really learned how to study for tests and what to focus on. However, this is the USMLE and anything can be tested....which is scary. But, I will be for it though. I will be....

Deep breaths, one step at a time, learning the material with mnemonics....just some things I'm doing right now. Test day is the 24th. I know it's about 2 weeks...I just don't wanna know the exact number of days, I'm deciding to stay oblivious to it so I can focus on today and getting the most out of my day.

Monday, January 14, 2013

Really quick update....I'm in Term 5!

Well, here's an update real quick - Term 4 ended on an acceptable note, it was a huge relief to get back to home and be at the comfort of my family, and now we're back for the last term in Grenada!

And today was the beginning of the end. First Pharmacology class - doesn't seem too bad. The class and lab schedule seems very haphazard in arrangement but I don't think it will be that bad.

Term 5, here we go!

Wednesday, December 12, 2012

Pathology down

So that was a terrible test. The questions that they asked on the test included material that I did NOT focused. It was very unexpected for my buddies as well. Lot of it involved process of elimination...which means, learning new things on the test...woah....did not want that to happen after studying so much for the test.

I don't feel like I'm done with Pathology until I check my grade but we're all currently in a limbo where we are expecting a horrible grade on the final.

CPD written is Friday....cannot wait to finish and go home! I keep having dreams of failing Pathology and being home with my mom. Terrible mixture of dreams....and hopefully the first part doesn't become reality. Here's to hope, praying to God, and some motivation to study CPD right now.

Thursday, December 6, 2012

1 down.

CPD practical is DONE. Definitely performed my best on that exam....except for the nerves that got to me.

Now for Pathology and CPD written exams....let's go finish those too.

Sunday, November 25, 2012

Interlude

I have to make an update at this point - two weeks before finals of 4th term. I'm thoroughly exhausted and ready for a break. I'm not failing classes (which is wonderful!) but studying for the rest of CPD and Pathology is just painful at this point. Thank god for great friends and family, I'm able to keep the motivation and spirits up a bit.

Last night, I connected with someone from my family who I'm closest to, and she understood everything I was going through. As much as I love sharing the pain here, it was good to be reassured that studying in medical school is tough in every generation. It's probably easier for us with access to internet and simplified notes, but memorizing all this information is still a feat in itself.

What else? I think taking a break after the 2nd exam was a good idea. I still attended lectures, prepared for labs and somewhat studied along....but taking a day off or two, celebrating Thanksgiving, and watching movies was a lot of fun and soul-restoring.

Well, now back to the grind, and to finish this semester off once in for all. 

Monday, October 29, 2012

Path system I exam status - DONE.

Holy shit, that test was a whole new level of insane. So many details, and questions that were not even related to what we learned in class and lab. For some of the questions, I did know the answers for sure. But others were a guessing game. Even when I analyzed my way through the answer choices, I couldn't know for sure if I was right. Which is very annoying. And the time kept ticking....


One thing is for sure - we're done with the supposedly hardest test of 4th term.